You fell helpless to the ground trembling..
when your life is on the line..
help wast there..
and then it was a stranger who appear before you..
saved your life from danger.
You thank him and starts offering your self to him.
He carried you all the way to the nearest town...
You asked him question..
but he remain silent..
He healed you for instant.
And then instantly dissapear..
He left a note to you.
"""""""""
Im coming to save you just as i promise.
When monsters hunted you countless days, when your running and hiding..
but do not fear because im there to protect u. You will be un harm.
Im your word, im your sword, im your shield.
Call me anytime you want.
And i shall grant you protection .
Im a guardian angel . Dont cry infront of me,
because it hurts me more.
And dont show your down side, because it somehow reflected back to me.
You can roam freely, anywhere, you deserve your freedom.
Spread your wings and be one with the wind.
and il be from afar watch over you..
I wont touch you, you cant touch me..
im transparents ..
u cant see me..
but all u have to do is listen closely..
and feel my spiritual presence.
"""""""""
Saturday, February 14, 2009
"Is like whole nations bow down to one single man.
Breath and inhale your anger my friend, release it one me!"
" Sorrow, hatred, numbness, sacrifice that leads me slowly off to the shore..
i step on your foot with my wretched boost"
" crimson phoenix gave birth to a young lady,
and im telling you , she is a demon from hell."
" yes , this is what i called survival of the fittest,
grab what you have, dont give in to the weak, all man by him self."
" Read the words properly, you might slip out some important verse"
" choke while your eating, because your heart tells your greedy,"
Breath and inhale your anger my friend, release it one me!"
" Sorrow, hatred, numbness, sacrifice that leads me slowly off to the shore..
i step on your foot with my wretched boost"
" crimson phoenix gave birth to a young lady,
and im telling you , she is a demon from hell."
" yes , this is what i called survival of the fittest,
grab what you have, dont give in to the weak, all man by him self."
" Read the words properly, you might slip out some important verse"
" choke while your eating, because your heart tells your greedy,"
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Yeah that day when i dump her, of god i felt so good . its over.
it ended like this..
Ok fine i admit im being an ass when i didt meet her up on THAT very day. But fuck it , i got someting else to do way important cuz i promise my friend that il be attending dinner with his family, is kinda rude for me if i dont turn up.
And she starts blaming me again, calling me all night. im to lazy to awnser her call nymore.
What the fuck? i told her i invited her for a drink in santuary and she doest wanna come.
So i told her ok fine , but next thing i know i saw her there..with her other friends to. (da fuk is wrong with her)
Then yeah as usual we drink with some few friends, sri lankan and some russian dudes.
i was like " i thought your not coming?"
and she just smiled ..
She starts blaming me for some shit. telling me how i didt treat her..
all i hear from her is nag this nag that. Woah.
Oh yeah theres some few girls i know there, why cant she just let me talk to them that just really piss me off..
And this is where the fucked up things happens..
she wants me to stick with her all night..
i told her if she trust me then let me talk to those girls..
she was like " wtf?? im your gf"
But i couldt careless anymore what she said. Its my life its up to me anyway they are my friends
is it wrong? no!
so i just left her with her friends there..
I just wanna have fun , not nagging with her.
Bought some drought beers and with some jack daniels as well! nice!
And yeah dancin , drinkin, like nobodies business.
ha ha yeah shes really having fun thou, glad to see that.
Yeah its fun really getting new people there....
but then she message my phone while i was drinking with Alvin
"we need to talk "
I turn around and she went missing..
i knew it somehow shes waiting outside the bar..
And so i went out and look for her..she was there waiting..
Ok heres the most fuked up things ever...
Shes like crying and stuff and i still dont get it why...
i didt confort her or what i just stood beside her while taking my sweet time smoking..
then i was like " are you done ? now tell me why your crying "
She asked me weather if i still love her or not..
i told her that i do..
As usual she starts blaming me for not being there for her..( she expect me to go her place AVERY FUCKING DAY) wtf? i got someting else to do to also. shes like controlling me .
but infact i still love her..but i need my own time as well..
Both of us are like abit fuking high..
Man i cant stand whining bitches seriously..
we spend like an hour talking some crap..
even from small simple things like..
"why i didt bother to wish her happy bday and stuff "..LOL ( man shes so sensitive )
Things getting tends up till it boiled my temper..
she put all the blame on me..
infact i saw her going out with another guy.
that just explain how "loyal" "sincere" and "nice" she is.
i told her that if shes not happy for what im doing then i told her to get lost..
So far i didt do anything wrong to her! oh its a fucking truth! (well theres few, but thats not a big deal nobody is perfect )
Then she said im a jerk..
im like' what da fuck?"
then she just walk away well yeah i grab her hand tried to stop her and stuff..
Then she just gave me a slap on my face!
then i just yelled at her saying that i dont give a fuck anymore and wish she dont come back..
averyone was like looking at us..
but damn i dont care.
Went back inside and yeah start drinkin and dancin..
i couldt careless about her anymore..
shes a slut anyway...
And thats the last time i saw her..
it ended like this..
Ok fine i admit im being an ass when i didt meet her up on THAT very day. But fuck it , i got someting else to do way important cuz i promise my friend that il be attending dinner with his family, is kinda rude for me if i dont turn up.
And she starts blaming me again, calling me all night. im to lazy to awnser her call nymore.
What the fuck? i told her i invited her for a drink in santuary and she doest wanna come.
So i told her ok fine , but next thing i know i saw her there..with her other friends to. (da fuk is wrong with her)
Then yeah as usual we drink with some few friends, sri lankan and some russian dudes.
i was like " i thought your not coming?"
and she just smiled ..
She starts blaming me for some shit. telling me how i didt treat her..
all i hear from her is nag this nag that. Woah.
Oh yeah theres some few girls i know there, why cant she just let me talk to them that just really piss me off..
And this is where the fucked up things happens..
she wants me to stick with her all night..
i told her if she trust me then let me talk to those girls..
she was like " wtf?? im your gf"
But i couldt careless anymore what she said. Its my life its up to me anyway they are my friends
is it wrong? no!
so i just left her with her friends there..
I just wanna have fun , not nagging with her.
Bought some drought beers and with some jack daniels as well! nice!
And yeah dancin , drinkin, like nobodies business.
ha ha yeah shes really having fun thou, glad to see that.
Yeah its fun really getting new people there....
but then she message my phone while i was drinking with Alvin
"we need to talk "
I turn around and she went missing..
i knew it somehow shes waiting outside the bar..
And so i went out and look for her..she was there waiting..
Ok heres the most fuked up things ever...
Shes like crying and stuff and i still dont get it why...
i didt confort her or what i just stood beside her while taking my sweet time smoking..
then i was like " are you done ? now tell me why your crying "
She asked me weather if i still love her or not..
i told her that i do..
As usual she starts blaming me for not being there for her..( she expect me to go her place AVERY FUCKING DAY) wtf? i got someting else to do to also. shes like controlling me .
but infact i still love her..but i need my own time as well..
Both of us are like abit fuking high..
Man i cant stand whining bitches seriously..
we spend like an hour talking some crap..
even from small simple things like..
"why i didt bother to wish her happy bday and stuff "..LOL ( man shes so sensitive )
Things getting tends up till it boiled my temper..
she put all the blame on me..
infact i saw her going out with another guy.
that just explain how "loyal" "sincere" and "nice" she is.
i told her that if shes not happy for what im doing then i told her to get lost..
So far i didt do anything wrong to her! oh its a fucking truth! (well theres few, but thats not a big deal nobody is perfect )
Then she said im a jerk..
im like' what da fuck?"
then she just walk away well yeah i grab her hand tried to stop her and stuff..
Then she just gave me a slap on my face!
then i just yelled at her saying that i dont give a fuck anymore and wish she dont come back..
averyone was like looking at us..
but damn i dont care.
Went back inside and yeah start drinkin and dancin..
i couldt careless about her anymore..
shes a slut anyway...
And thats the last time i saw her..
Friday, February 6, 2009
It was morning, the bird start humming. And from afar a very familier voice joins the vast field.
Two apprentice stood there staring at each other with enthusiasm on their faces.
The male with the grey rob taunt his opponent which is a girl.
" this time im gonna surpass you! " he said it proudly.\
He raise his Kendo stick and point it towards her direction.
The girl let out a deep sighz.
" i heard that alot of time, why cant u give up Reid?" and so she ready her defensive position.
Reid let out a battle cry and charge towards her, " yarrghhhhh!!!"
he swings aimlessly but his opponent deaftly evade it.
" nice swings! do your best !" she playfully dance with avery swings.
She seems skillfull and superior than him. The thing about Reid that he never did give up easily dispite the countless
defeat in the past. And the only thing that comes in his mind is to defeat Lenoa.
" a few more swings? arent you tired paddy-boy " she laugh hearterdly. She havent draw out her kendo stick and this
really pisses him off.
"whyy youuu.!!!" Reid seems to be under pressured.
Reid swings the kendo stick in avery angle, trying his best to hit her at least once.
" hey fix your left foot, your swings didt build up a good momentum!" as she purphosly irritate him with her most beautifull smile.
" i can do this!" as he deliver a left swing..
"im gonna win! followed with another hard swing to the right
"thats it!" she immediately draw out her kendo stick with ease.
" il show you how to strike!" Liona jump towards him and deliver a single blow to his spine.
And she watch as he falls to the ground.
Before Reid can recover , she launch another blow towards his head.
His out and lay defenceless on the ground , Liona pointed her Kendo right towards his face touching the tip of his chin.
"this time i win, again." she smiled.
Reid seems to be dissapointed by the act and as usual he starts blaming her for cheating.
" u know im sick today, its not fair!" he said.
"My dear young grasshoppers, thats enough for now.." a very old voice joins them from the back.
Both Reid and and Linoa stopped arguing. Before them stood a very old wise man. large soft body,not fat but not skinny,hairy chest and hairy legs and arms too,a bald spot on the back of the head and a zigzag hairline in the front,a few wrinkles around the eyes,light yellow teeth,some white hairs,very deep voice.
"sensei!" as both of them huggles him . The old man look upon them as his own son and daughter.
"oh well, what is it that bothers you Reid." as he unfolded his hands.
"umm..sensei..ermm.." he was struggling to awnser and so he just decided to keep quiet , " nothing,,"
The old man pat his head as he let out a slight smile on his face. "Reid one day, you will take over my place"
Then Linoa interupt " ha ha yup, if he can defeat me sensei "
" Yeah Sensei someday il be the strongest. Il protect the weak. and i promise that!" he smiled with proud.
10 years later....
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING !! STOP THIS NONSENSE!!" with her fully armor vest, dragon helm rested on her head
she unsheated her Masamune and treaten to kill Reid.
Hatred and vengeance triggers him for the past few years. And this very day he decided to change his path.
His mother died when he was still young , the lost of his parents seems haunted him.
Before Linoa is another nightmarish creature that he once look upon as her own brother.
"its time, il undone, il solve this, i got my power, sensei is no more il kill all of them" he said.
Then he continued but this time with a battle cry " Prepare im coming to kill you all!" as he fade towards the temple entrance door.
Linoa gave a chase but the flames blocked the path and thats where Reid is last seen.
_________________________________________
to be continued
____________________________________________________________
Two apprentice stood there staring at each other with enthusiasm on their faces.
The male with the grey rob taunt his opponent which is a girl.
" this time im gonna surpass you! " he said it proudly.\
He raise his Kendo stick and point it towards her direction.
The girl let out a deep sighz.
" i heard that alot of time, why cant u give up Reid?" and so she ready her defensive position.
Reid let out a battle cry and charge towards her, " yarrghhhhh!!!"
he swings aimlessly but his opponent deaftly evade it.
" nice swings! do your best !" she playfully dance with avery swings.
She seems skillfull and superior than him. The thing about Reid that he never did give up easily dispite the countless
defeat in the past. And the only thing that comes in his mind is to defeat Lenoa.
" a few more swings? arent you tired paddy-boy " she laugh hearterdly. She havent draw out her kendo stick and this
really pisses him off.
"whyy youuu.!!!" Reid seems to be under pressured.
Reid swings the kendo stick in avery angle, trying his best to hit her at least once.
" hey fix your left foot, your swings didt build up a good momentum!" as she purphosly irritate him with her most beautifull smile.
" i can do this!" as he deliver a left swing..
"im gonna win! followed with another hard swing to the right
"thats it!" she immediately draw out her kendo stick with ease.
" il show you how to strike!" Liona jump towards him and deliver a single blow to his spine.
And she watch as he falls to the ground.
Before Reid can recover , she launch another blow towards his head.
His out and lay defenceless on the ground , Liona pointed her Kendo right towards his face touching the tip of his chin.
"this time i win, again." she smiled.
Reid seems to be dissapointed by the act and as usual he starts blaming her for cheating.
" u know im sick today, its not fair!" he said.
"My dear young grasshoppers, thats enough for now.." a very old voice joins them from the back.
Both Reid and and Linoa stopped arguing. Before them stood a very old wise man. large soft body,not fat but not skinny,hairy chest and hairy legs and arms too,a bald spot on the back of the head and a zigzag hairline in the front,a few wrinkles around the eyes,light yellow teeth,some white hairs,very deep voice.
"sensei!" as both of them huggles him . The old man look upon them as his own son and daughter.
"oh well, what is it that bothers you Reid." as he unfolded his hands.
"umm..sensei..ermm.." he was struggling to awnser and so he just decided to keep quiet , " nothing,,"
The old man pat his head as he let out a slight smile on his face. "Reid one day, you will take over my place"
Then Linoa interupt " ha ha yup, if he can defeat me sensei "
" Yeah Sensei someday il be the strongest. Il protect the weak. and i promise that!" he smiled with proud.
10 years later....
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING !! STOP THIS NONSENSE!!" with her fully armor vest, dragon helm rested on her head
she unsheated her Masamune and treaten to kill Reid.
Hatred and vengeance triggers him for the past few years. And this very day he decided to change his path.
His mother died when he was still young , the lost of his parents seems haunted him.
Before Linoa is another nightmarish creature that he once look upon as her own brother.
"its time, il undone, il solve this, i got my power, sensei is no more il kill all of them" he said.
Then he continued but this time with a battle cry " Prepare im coming to kill you all!" as he fade towards the temple entrance door.
Linoa gave a chase but the flames blocked the path and thats where Reid is last seen.
_________________________________________
to be continued
____________________________________________________________
I would like to thank you
for making me stronger
Im no longer weak.
The more i fall, the better il be.
Time past away, waiting is over.
People change. And so do the world.
I was caught between this conflict.
back then..
Lost my will..
Lost my endurance
And it destroy me spiritualy.
Blinded my decision.
Blinded my sense.
I feel in rage.
Right now.
im not like the old person like last time.
I rebuild my character.
Im tired, sometimes theres a limit in averything
Il put this to an end. and this year is gonna be a new chapter, a new episode.
you bullshit me, il bullshit you. Karma. what goes around comes around
And you better bear that in mind.
Il do what my heart tells me to do
Just being my self, its better off that way.
i dont care if the outside world accept me or not..
i dont care if they like me or not..
i dont care if they hate me..
i dont care if they like me..
i dont care about averything or what they think.
Because i realize life is to precious .
Its all me, i decide who i want to be.
fuck them all.
I am who i am.
i dont follow, i lead.
I found my weakness and strength.
and thanks to a guy who raise me up..
You comes second, not first.
You can go or stay, its your life not mine.
Im glad i did the right thing.
May god forgive me.
I believe theres such thing as second chance in life.
And it starts now.
for making me stronger
Im no longer weak.
The more i fall, the better il be.
Time past away, waiting is over.
People change. And so do the world.
I was caught between this conflict.
back then..
Lost my will..
Lost my endurance
And it destroy me spiritualy.
Blinded my decision.
Blinded my sense.
I feel in rage.
Right now.
im not like the old person like last time.
I rebuild my character.
Im tired, sometimes theres a limit in averything
Il put this to an end. and this year is gonna be a new chapter, a new episode.
you bullshit me, il bullshit you. Karma. what goes around comes around
And you better bear that in mind.
Il do what my heart tells me to do
Just being my self, its better off that way.
i dont care if the outside world accept me or not..
i dont care if they like me or not..
i dont care if they hate me..
i dont care if they like me..
i dont care about averything or what they think.
Because i realize life is to precious .
Its all me, i decide who i want to be.
fuck them all.
I am who i am.
i dont follow, i lead.
I found my weakness and strength.
and thanks to a guy who raise me up..
You comes second, not first.
You can go or stay, its your life not mine.
Im glad i did the right thing.
May god forgive me.
I believe theres such thing as second chance in life.
And it starts now.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
This is how the dark cloud summons the evil twins. From the very aspect of the being, their the one of who took away the souls of the weak.
Yes the artifacts and the source of the calling came from a woman called Alexandria. Her mind corrupted by the past, when she took a glimpse of how the aeons dismantle her only lover Cornillis into the empty void.
Upon hatred and revenge , she strip out all her kindness and dignity. Sold her self to the demon within the fareplane in exchange
for immortality and power over the dark cloud hence the evil twins reborn. Alexandria once sworn her self to cast a mass destruction
towards the world of Aeons. From the very beginning it self she learn the way of the forbidden skill by having a secret pack with the
Warlord leader, Demora Suzushi. Demora met her in the farplane. This two cunning immortals combine their power and influence to form a big treat.
And so the dark sky once again instill fear among the aeons. The only thing that seems to bother her is , she couldt take away the life of the innocent except for the aeons it self. Aeons is her greatest enemy, her greatest fear, her greatest sin.
Alexandira change her personality and name . From the very day it self the demons refers her as the Adamantine. Speaking of the evil twins, thats her most dangerous assets in the killing spree lust. The first younger sister , Yasha and her elder sister Sange was created by the Aeons. Adamantine persuade them to turns againts their own race and serve her. Yasha and sange was astonish by her behaviour and questions her with curiousity. And to their sadness, Adamantine told them all about the death of their brother , Cornillis and the Aeons is behind all of this.
Demora spend about 2 years teaching her the way of the forbidden skills. Averything seems harsh and brutal.
Any sign of mercy towards the weak will result in punishments. She realize that Demora is trying to kill her emotions for his own benefit.
Realizing his motif, within the first 2 years she uses " Venus Gospel" upon Demora, is a holy technique meant to demolish a demon into bits. With Demoras death she decided to depart from the fairplane along with the evil twins.
Right upon departing, she turn around for the last time with those crimson eyes tearing through all the dead demons she demolish.
. Such powerfull aura infact alerted the whole world. For the first time of her life, she left the goddess
and make her way to the living world. The first Corporation that seems to be aware of her presence is the Marines.
Upon the mastery of "venus Gospel" and not to mention her loyal evil twins she laid a catastrophic destruction to the first
Bounto Island. Averything turn into ashes, and she sends those innocents towards the farplane. with Venus Gospel.
Not intentionly killed them but she gave them a new "life" by takin out their souls.
Alive: 1 000 000
Dead:500 000
her current location is in Cremme Cane 13.
Yes the artifacts and the source of the calling came from a woman called Alexandria. Her mind corrupted by the past, when she took a glimpse of how the aeons dismantle her only lover Cornillis into the empty void.
Upon hatred and revenge , she strip out all her kindness and dignity. Sold her self to the demon within the fareplane in exchange
for immortality and power over the dark cloud hence the evil twins reborn. Alexandria once sworn her self to cast a mass destruction
towards the world of Aeons. From the very beginning it self she learn the way of the forbidden skill by having a secret pack with the
Warlord leader, Demora Suzushi. Demora met her in the farplane. This two cunning immortals combine their power and influence to form a big treat.
And so the dark sky once again instill fear among the aeons. The only thing that seems to bother her is , she couldt take away the life of the innocent except for the aeons it self. Aeons is her greatest enemy, her greatest fear, her greatest sin.
Alexandira change her personality and name . From the very day it self the demons refers her as the Adamantine. Speaking of the evil twins, thats her most dangerous assets in the killing spree lust. The first younger sister , Yasha and her elder sister Sange was created by the Aeons. Adamantine persuade them to turns againts their own race and serve her. Yasha and sange was astonish by her behaviour and questions her with curiousity. And to their sadness, Adamantine told them all about the death of their brother , Cornillis and the Aeons is behind all of this.
Demora spend about 2 years teaching her the way of the forbidden skills. Averything seems harsh and brutal.
Any sign of mercy towards the weak will result in punishments. She realize that Demora is trying to kill her emotions for his own benefit.
Realizing his motif, within the first 2 years she uses " Venus Gospel" upon Demora, is a holy technique meant to demolish a demon into bits. With Demoras death she decided to depart from the fairplane along with the evil twins.
Right upon departing, she turn around for the last time with those crimson eyes tearing through all the dead demons she demolish.
. Such powerfull aura infact alerted the whole world. For the first time of her life, she left the goddess
and make her way to the living world. The first Corporation that seems to be aware of her presence is the Marines.
Upon the mastery of "venus Gospel" and not to mention her loyal evil twins she laid a catastrophic destruction to the first
Bounto Island. Averything turn into ashes, and she sends those innocents towards the farplane. with Venus Gospel.
Not intentionly killed them but she gave them a new "life" by takin out their souls.
Alive: 1 000 000
Dead:500 000
her current location is in Cremme Cane 13.
When yourwings spread wide ..
When your eyes opens slowly..
When you raise your hands up..
When you stands with your feet..
When the moon cry over you
When the sun smile over you
When the rain showers you
When the winter freeze your heart..
The sand inside the hour glass..
The butterfly inside a cocoon..
The DNA inside the bloodstream
The words from your mouth..
The thoughts from your head
the feelings from your heart
The soul inside your flesh and bones..
The momentum of love..
The adrenaline rush
Hopes, dreams, courage,trust, loyalty,
pain,sorrow,anguish..
The potion that cure
The poison that kills
Oxygens that you breath and inhale.
When and why? you step the sands and leave a mark..
footprints that will somehow reveal your hide out..
why? i ask you .
You spread your wings to fly, but did u come back as you promise? no.
And so you open your eyes slowly, are you still awaken by the nightmare
Your raise hands up , are you dillusions by the image of the past?
You stand up with your own feet, you believe in second chance?
When the moon cry over you, so cold and beautifull.
When the sun smile over you, you feel the fiery flames of anger
When the rain showers you, nobody can see your tears
And so the winter imprison your heart..
The potion that you drink, you dont know the ingredients..
You drink a poison, killing you slowly
And then comes along the sands,seagulls, beach...
Move on, il follow your trail..
Because we are chained.
Goodnight and sleep well.
Because tomorrow awaits you
Another day, another story
When your eyes opens slowly..
When you raise your hands up..
When you stands with your feet..
When the moon cry over you
When the sun smile over you
When the rain showers you
When the winter freeze your heart..
The sand inside the hour glass..
The butterfly inside a cocoon..
The DNA inside the bloodstream
The words from your mouth..
The thoughts from your head
the feelings from your heart
The soul inside your flesh and bones..
The momentum of love..
The adrenaline rush
Hopes, dreams, courage,trust, loyalty,
pain,sorrow,anguish..
The potion that cure
The poison that kills
Oxygens that you breath and inhale.
When and why? you step the sands and leave a mark..
footprints that will somehow reveal your hide out..
why? i ask you .
You spread your wings to fly, but did u come back as you promise? no.
And so you open your eyes slowly, are you still awaken by the nightmare
Your raise hands up , are you dillusions by the image of the past?
You stand up with your own feet, you believe in second chance?
When the moon cry over you, so cold and beautifull.
When the sun smile over you, you feel the fiery flames of anger
When the rain showers you, nobody can see your tears
And so the winter imprison your heart..
The potion that you drink, you dont know the ingredients..
You drink a poison, killing you slowly
And then comes along the sands,seagulls, beach...
Move on, il follow your trail..
Because we are chained.
Goodnight and sleep well.
Because tomorrow awaits you
Another day, another story
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